Hey, so I manage to get laid once every few months but it’s usually with a 5 or 6, never an actually attractive girl but I’m always working on myself, it’s just that I never get matches on dating apps even with great pics so my funnels to meet women are pretty limited. So I met this fat ugly chick on a kink dating site and assumed it would be an easy lay so I talked to her once in a while to schedule a meetup but she was full of games but I finally managed to meet her today. I told her we could meet at the metro near her place and go there to cuddle after. She agreed through text but when we meet she tell me right away she don’t want me to come to her place and plays hard to get. Keep in mind this girl looked terrible in person, she was ugly, fat and had hairy legs (I swear I’m not making this one up), I thought she would change her mind so I proposed to take a walk in her neighborhood (at first she wanted to go to the mall but I wasn’t down), she said she was hungry and wanted to go to her bank take out money to go eat somewhere so that’s what we went to do, she proposed me to go to various other stores or coffees but I declined because I don’t really like her and she took it against me, she kept saying I like nothing at all. During the hour long walk she kept talking about her supposedly toxic ex (while omitting to admit any responsability on her side, she’s just a victim), childhood abuse etc. I tried escalating but she turned me down so I gave up, she kept saying she wasn’t too impressed by me as if I had to act perfectly to please her when she look like complete trash and has nothing to offer (she even told me the last date she went one the guy turned her down in person because she was unattractive, should have a done that), after we ate I proposed one last time to go to her place which she declined so we just went our own way and I went home. This was such a wasted afternoon and wasted money on the metro ticket and dinner (only paid for me but still), I usually like going out on dates and walks outside but this girl was so trash I felt ashamed to be seen out with her and hated it. I only did it because I hoped to get laid after and got nothing in the end. How can a girl so ugly afford to be so difficult?