I know you guys do not normally get posts like these because my situation is kind of different. Due to strong dating profiles and not being the worst looking guy out there, I have not had a tough time meeting women off of dating apps. I am normally texting between 5 to 6 girls any week and right now it is around 8 due to COVID-19 and people staying in.

My problem here is that in the past couple of years or so, I have lost my passion towards chasing women and going out. I don't get the same rush, arousal, and excitement in doing so. I also have issues with getting it up when I bring a girl back to my place.

A little backstory which might explain things.

So I grew up in a repressed environment with overbearing parents who stopped me from chasing women or really even socializing much. Always shouted at and always under their thumbs, not a good environment. Even for college, I had to go to a commuter school and study what my parents wanted me too, too much of a pussy to fight back but they kind of did their part in raising me like that.

What is weird is in those days, I kept an excitement to life. I was excited to finish the miserable high school years in a bumfuck town. I was excited to potentially one day get out of the bumfuck town. The thought of meeting beautiful women excited me and even aroused me.

Then I transfer to a big party school and tried to fit in socially there, failed. I was miserable there for the most part and my approaches went flat, tough time fitting in and still dealing with toxic family who would call me a bit.

After graduating from school I moved back home looking for a job, dealing with toxic family members for months on end. Feeling like I had been screwed over in life by ending up with the parents I did. To this point I was still a kissless virgin.

I find a job and it is for a great company. Things are going well, I am going out to approach women at bars and can party a bit. Months later, find that it was a toxic culture with a controlling boss who loved making people miserable. The things I was put through were humiliating and really wore on me emotionally. Still a kissless virgin at this point. Start to find in my city how cliquish things are and how women go for men who are only a part of cliques.

Dating success arrives.

I leave my old job, come to my new job, and I get top notch pics done. Dating success flies off the roof thanks to the pics and I went on dates with 30 different women in a span of 6 months and got laid 5 times. All of those times I had a tough time getting it up and most of the times could not get it up.

I then get fired from my new job due to layoffs, decide to move to a new world class city.

Life in world class city.

I have had plenty of opportunities with women but cannot capitalize. The passion and drive I had for game is all gone. My body is not as easily aroused and I cannot get it up. I do not get excited at the idea of cold approaching and meeting women anymore even though mentally I want to do it.

Lots of negative thoughts in my head about game and women too.

Anyone ever recovered from this? Especially the physical aspects of it?