Hi everyone, hope you're doing great. M27

Apart from dealing with depression, loneliness, being detached from my family, not having many if any friends i'm also quite shy and introverted. I lost my virginity at 21 to an escort since i was tired of things not happening with women. Since i lost my virginity i gained a lot of confidence and even got in a couple of serious relationships. But now i feel like that confidence is gone.

Regarding my shyness/introversion, I have times where i can manage and overcome it by getting out of my comfort zone: going out, doing day/night game etc... Problem is i've never been that successful with women, never hooked up or had one night stands, and since i started learning about game i thought it would improve but it really didn't, and to be honest i don't understand why.

Sometimes i feel like maybe i'm not confident enough and it's a turn off for girls and more often that not i just end up going home alone. And when it happens (which now is always) i feel very discouraged and i just take that as a sign that i'll never be a player and i just go back to my usual patterns of avoiding social interactions, not going out etc...

Also lately i don't feel like wanting to game or even talking with women anymore and it's worrying me because that's not what i want my life to be. I feel like the hardest for me is to get over my anxiety/introversion, fear of failure and be more consistent. Any tips or advice?

Also i feel like my sex drive is gone, and i don't even jerk off that often, is that bad? What should i do?