For context, I'm Autistic, not very confident in looks, and have a lot of severe social anxiety. I've had a bunch of struggles due to attachment and insecurities with dating and seduction in general. Started to almost give up. Was feeling particularly lonely this valentine's day. Thought I'd hit up some local pubs because why the hell not. One of them had good music and I stuck around. Sat next to this older woman who was smoking hot. She smiled at me and at first I was nervous to approach her especially since she was with her friends and talking to them.

Eventually people danced, I got on the floor a bit too, nothing too fancy, and I guess she saw me eyeing her because she finally approached me to dance. After that my anxiety was broken and I conversed with her. Was honestly a lot of silly stuff like our favourite animals and stuff. I also blatantly hit on her really hard, didn't feel like holding anything back. We continued to touch hands, talk, etc.

She said she was from another town and going back the next morning, only here for her friend's birthday. At the end of the night she said "I'm probably never gonna see you again, but you're awesome", and some other sweet stuff, and kissed me really hard. It's too bad she was staying at her friend's place and not a hotel lol.