I don't have job and I have less than fifty dollars to my name. I don't live with my parents, but out of my vehicle, and I have very few possessions. I'm not very attractive, but I'm above average when compared to other men.

That said, who would want a unemployed, average man?

Other than the woman that I fucked in my last report, you would be surprised. For most men, they would probably feel depressed by being in my situation. However, I'm constantly creating value for myself and it really doesn't matter to me.

The other day I was talking with a friend and I said I was going to go to a party. I didn't care if she was going to go, but I offered it because it seemed like she wanted something to do. But before I continue, I should say that this woman is older than me and very attractive (far more attractive than me).

I think of it as I'm going to go have fun and if she comes with me, then good, but if she stays, then good too. If she doesn't want to go, then I'll meet somebody there.

She wants to go and when we get to the party she decides to go change clothes and hangout in the bathroom. When she gets out I've already started talking to the hottest girl in the room and I'm definitely flirting with her. I've already initiated contact with this woman too.

In more recent times I've learned how to initiate contact a lot better than the past. I don't need any excuse to touch her, but there's a way of doing it that aligns with my personality. When I am talking (or when I'm the focus of the conversation) and I use exclamation or I ask a question, I make my sentence more pronounce by touching them. It's like inflection with my body language. It's really nothing and there's a lot of other ways of doing it, but this is how I applied myself here.

As you can see, I don't care about the girl I invited. And until she wants to fuck me, then I'm going to get fucked elsewhere. It might seem that I'm trying to get social value by talking to this woman, but that's not it. I'm actually want to fuck this woman and I'm pursuing it, in my own intentions, regardless of what else is happening at the party. I'm listening to this woman with continuous eye contact, clearly enjoying myself, and progressing our sexual conversation.

She eventually leaves to smoke, which was great, because I wanted to talk to somebody else anyways. She's hot, but the conversation was slowing down and I wanted to talk to somebody else. I meet to guys at the bathroom line and introduce my friend to them later. She knows that I don't know them and she's already learning that being around me has its benefits because I talk to a lot of people.

Anyways, shortly after introducing them, I go dance for a little bit and its only a matter of minutes before she's trying to dance with me and trying to attract me. I respond to the flirtation, but she hasn't got me yet. She's going to have to make it more clear to me or I'm going to go get another woman.

Another twenty minutes pass and we're talking when she asks me to hold her hand. I assume she asked because she's older, but it was still amazing to have that request from such a hot woman. And as you can imagine, eventually we ended up somewhere and fucked.

The best part of this story is that I have my value and its mine. I know what I want and I go for it. I don't care about what happens with these women and they can't make me feel less about myself if they tried all day. I could think about how much money is in my wallet, my height or weight, and an infinite amount of reasons why I shouldn't be good enough. But that doesn't matter and I don't care if it does matter to them.

tldr; I went to a party and I had fun. I also happened to get laid because I give value to people without needing anything from them.