Ok I'll keep this short because I have to get up in about an hour.

So I was out tonight with some friends from my class. I was feeling pretty good, had made a date with myself and opened two girls beforehand. I was invited by a girl from my class which I think likes me and I think, even though she is not the most beautiful one, she has something about her character that makes me quite interested in her.

So far so good. Inside the club I am High energy like usual and I get some good amount of kino in with her, because she is a shy one, I keep it slow. (not that I would know what I am doing) I carry her around and hold her hand ...

I am always crawling through the club and she probably also saw me flirting with other girls. Which finally starts to come more natural with me, things like holding hands, dancing together ...

Well I don't really get any further in the club. So we leave and after splitting up I decide to walk some bus stations instead of just waiting for the bus. She had taken the same way as I and I catch up with her. We start walking together and somehow I end up walking her home. As we walk we/she repeatedly bump our hands while walking. Captain Oblivious strike number one! ... I didn't grab her hand and in hindsight I'm pretty sure this was an intentional bumping on her side. As we arrive in front of her home she tells me: "Now you'll have to take a long stroll home" ... a reference to previous conversation. Captain Oblivious strike number two! While I was thinking about what I could say to come up with her I didn't realize that this probably was really a kind of invitation. We both knew beforehand that I wouldn't catch the bus anymore and that it would take really long to get home all walking. But well as I couldn't think of anything I just said "Yeah" ... correct answer would have probably been: "Hm, you are right, actually I really don't wanna go all this way home right now."

So it ended like this and I went home by foot.

I should probably learn to take more things that girls say as handles that they give me to change the state of an interaction. Right now I am too much in my own head and I see the opportunity but I don't see all options or am too scared to take a bold option.