Hey guys back with another. I honestly didn't believe I was going to do an FR today. I was completely hammered at work and was tired and blah blah blah I kept making up excuses not to approach. And I didn't I just kept looking at cute girls and going "meh" I can find better over and over. "I'll wait until I get back from lunch"/"I'll wait until I finish my drink" Just all fucking day. I need to work on this and stop being such a puss.

Date

  • 5/31/17

Mood

  • Tired from work

  • Meh

So here is what happened, after a long ass day at work I was thinking when I would run into Diana again from my previous FR I didn't see her in the morning and had to miss my usual express train back to my stop so I basically lost all hope and just kind of chilled with a meh kind of attitude.

So I am on my way home, I get to Union Station and make my way up the escalator but I caught a glimpse of something to the right of me that seemed really familiar. It was fucking Diana, like in the flesh right there walking along by herself through the turnstyle! At this point I said fuck being meh I am saying something NOW. "Hey Diana" I said confidently while looking at her directly in the eye. "Oh, hey" She replied, to be honest she didn't seem too thrilled to see me but it wasn't hate or anything like that just a very neutral kind of greeting. To bring some spring back to our introduction I just started talking and saying things like "I wasn't expecting to run into you, your moms not tagging along?" she replied No, and hurridely started walking along next to me. I kind of felt like this interaction would die unless I did something and did it NOW. I am pretty quick witted so I threw away my filter like this post suggested and simply asked, "do you remember my name?" To which she replied "Kenic! I remember!" She slowed down her walking a bit as we walked up the next escalator and towards our newly arrived train.

I told her right then and there that I thought she was pretty cute and wanted to talk to her the first time but her mom made me really nervous and that I hope I didn't embarrass her. She said that she didn't mind at all, and after our first interaction her mom said something along the lines of "ooooOhh you are getting flirted with" in a teasing manner. Which sort of blew my mind, her mom didn't mind me flirting with her daughter what the hell, i freaked for nothing. We were walking to the back of the long 12 car or so train and I picked a car, she didn't want the one I picked because the next one was closer to the main platform when it arrived at our stop. I teased her a bit about her laziness and we laughed at it pretty well. I made a few more jokes and thought to myself "I am not going to fucking eject! I am going to stay in this as long as possible and try to close dammit fuck it!" I told her more than I asked but I said something like "Want to sit together?" while boarding the train. We found an empty double seat which is rare on the commuter train and we sat. The train was relatively quiet and people really mind their business so it worked out great for convos.

We started talking about things like work, what she does, current issues at work, politics. All throughout laughing and just enjoying ourselves mostly. Here is when she really started to light up, we were just talking about simple stuff but she is a bit of a jokester with a smidge of sarcasm and she made funny voices while explaining situations which i copied while explaining mine. It was pretty cool, I was giving her all kinds of looks. Like looking into her right eye, her left, then her lips. Seemed to work for a little bit but then we started to run out of things to talk about. But I didn't stress it when it was silent I let it be silent and then bought something up again.

She shit tested me a couple of times mentioning safe spaces and how she "hates" them. I only think this was a shit test because I gave my opinion on it but she bought it up like three times. So I probably failed at the tests or got a slightly passing grade on them I really don't know.

As we arrived at our stop I started thinking about how to close, so I steered the convo towards food and restaurants and what she was doing later. We made our way off the train and towards our cars and I popped the question of going to a bar or to a restaurant. She replied "No" to both because she was tired and just wanted to go home and chill. And that was ok, so I decided to just get her number and set up a bar/dinner thing some other time.

After I got home I texted her again about her being cute and that I still think she was after our conversation so thats "a good sign" she responded "nice to meet you again too." And that's that! Completely blown away that I ran into her again, so luck was on my side on that one. My intent is to hit her up when I see her in person again to just talk then Friday night or next week for an actual one on one date. If I have to I will for sure talk to her again when her mom is around, I will make more conversation with her mom, my thoughts are that if her mom vouches for me then I'm in! Anyway, hope you guys enjoyed the read thanks for waiting on the update!

Home Mood

  • Accomplished

  • No matter what I'm glad I made a move

  • Happy that I didn't auto-eject like I usually do.