was thinking awhile back.

was making my boss laugh at work once in awhile and sometimes some light conversation about stuff she liked.

i agree sometimes i was nervous but i tried my best now to show it because she was in a position of power and she couldve had me removed at any time she wanted for any reason.

it turns out not all of my attrmpts at conversation connected. but turns out aome of my jokes connected.

anyways. she left the workplace and moved on.

i didnt make a move because she had a boyfriend that she was living with,

but after she left i started to realize that she liked me.

my jokes, conversation, moves werent incredible. they were pretty basic.

i realized after she left that i couldve made a connection. couldve made something real with her. if i decided to go for it.

i was talking to a friend of mine about this and he said i couldve even made it a fling if i wanted because maybe she just wanted a fling too.

she kept giving me hints to avoid rejection? but i never went for it.

many times she was really pretty when she dressed up etc etc but not being serious. i didnt make a move.

and its a year later im realizing alot of things. if i was sincere genuine i couldve made a connection relationship happen. she was asking all these questions about me. like my life. my situation. telling about her boyfriend.

sure. i could be wrong.

but what i realized was, i kept trying to make her laugh, thinking women were emotional etc etc but later on i realized everybody likes to laugh. even guys. its not just a women thing.

whole point if this is.

maybe making laugh was the ultimate attraction because maybe even her boyfriend or her friends dont even make her laugh and maybe findind someone with a great personality is hard.

its like being with someone that is good looking but they have no personality?

like that.

maybe the whole point of why she liked me was because i made her laugh.

i noticed another girl at the workplace was also checking me out because i made alot of jokes to her too. maybe same reason why she was checking me out.

at the time i didnt realize this.

maybe these girls have a hard time finding someone that makes them laugh.