That is the main problem. I am not able to hit it off with women. Not because I am afraid or insecure. No, I feel fine around women. Not superconfident but not afraud either. I just get bored too quickly. Recently went on 2 dates with girl that has 9/10 body and maybe 6 to 7 out of 10 face. She is hot indeed. I did not close it. But I make no effort in closing anything because I get bored. I get bored all the time or irritated if they don't get my jokes (when I make a sarcasm, girls apologize or make excuses for their actions not realising that I was joking). Am I really a retard? Why in the hell would I be so picky? Is it nature's way of saying that there is no need to spread my seed and genes by me thinking I will die alone because there is nobody worth my time?

Should I write the hot one and tell that there will be no third date and see her reaction? We haven't chatted in a couple of days. I am just curious. Actually I don't want to see her.

I hate myself fir that