When I'm drunk I feel so loose and fun

Like I don't give a shit and I can open anything and everything. My friends refer to me as "Wing Master" because I'll help them out so much. I feel like I can talk to the girl about anything and everything no matter how hot she is.

Sober? I shut the fuck down. I'm in my head the whole time in the club. I literally cannot even approach. I'm thinking: "Who is she with? She's really hot. What if her friend group doesn't accept me? What if the club sees me get rejected? Why am I not dancing? Should I dance? etc."

I feel like such a slave to booze. Like I need it to have fun. I take at least 4-5 shots before I leave and maybe 3 when I'm in the club. It just makes me feel so good.

However I realize it is a crutch. It feels like I learned how to game really good drunk but am ASS at game sober.

Wondering if any of you other dudes are having the same issue.