I work fulltime and dont have a lot of hobbies or anything really so I bored snaped her a lot and she used to snap me back pretty fast though she wasn't as invested in the conversations after a few weird high snapchats. I think she was just friendly. We did hang out one time to watch end game and talked for a few hrs after that.

I got high again and though it would be a great idea to just tell her I have a crush on someone else at work so that I would stop thinking about her constantly. It went just as well as you'd think.

I texted her yesterday that I had a crush on her and she says i give off a player vibe and then she just ignores my next message till tomorrow.

She makes an excuse about ignoring me the next day and I ask her out again she just made excuses again. I out of nowhere said Im not a fuckboy, she says she never called me one but my feelings are all over the place, i told her its not like that and asked her if she liked me. She said she doesnt know me and then said she'll talk later and had to go.

Now I'll see her at work tomorrow and dont know how to deal with this situation.

Some things to know about me, im 22, never been in a relationship, I'm fair skinned-brown-ish and if a girl is interested she becomes a main focus in my life till I eventually fuck it up due the immense pressure I have created in my brain. I dont know how to deal with it, I was raised in saudi arabia where i basically spent 20 years of my life never even speaking to a woman who wasnt related to me. Its just as bad there as you think. I watched plenty of tv shows and movies that I dont have an accent but I good lack friends ever since I moved here in canada in january. Here is the first time in life ive started to interact with women.