Let me just start this off by saying that im an average male. Im tall and skinny.

Lately I feel as if I've just been out of luck. Everything just doesn't seem to go my way. Last year I made it a mission to get a girl in my life. I've never had a girlfriend before and I just felt out of loop. So I decided to head out to /r/seduction . I knew nothing about women. Absolutely nothing. I had always been the timid boy in school, as such I never really made that many friends. So I started reading, and all these things were new to me. They all made me a really good conversationalist!

Come this year, I decide I should speak to girls with the intention of going out with them. I mean, I've had a year reading from /r/seduction . I should at least practice. So, at first I get rejected and I don't really mind. It was bound to happen, I mean, I just started reading all this new information.

So I start talking to this girl and I notice one thing. She talks to me a lot, but she always seems to ask for too many favors referring to school work. I notice that and I slowly phase her out.

Then comes this other one, which I was completely infatuated with, that did the same. It took some time, but I finally snapped out of it and realized she was using me.

Now, present day. Im talking to this girl,everything is going great. We're talking non-stop every night. I make her laugh a ton. We're close. Eventually I ask "If she has though about something happening between us." To which she replies that she has never seen me in that type of way.

I can't help but feel as if there is something wrong with me. What feature do I have that is a dealbreaker? I've asked but they all say I've done nothing wrong. With the track record I Have, its hard to not feel unatractive.

As of now, im typing this bawling it out in my Living Room. Wondering why I just keep getting either used or rejected. My score as of now is 0-9. It doesn't seem to be getting better.

I'd just like to ask how to deal with rejection better. I know its going to happen, but it just feels like it always happens. Part of the reason we all do this is because eventually one will bite, and thats the motivation. Well, how do I keep motivated? And how do I manage this rejection?