I’ve been having quite the rollercoaster in life. There have been great things happening to me (career wise) along with some shitty things (relationship wise) and some things which just seem to be unique to me (my ability to simultaneously be the most interesting person in the room, but also not being approachable enough for everyone to know). I am constantly divided between my awareness of what is “cool” and what is not and my apathy to care about those things. It’s a constant seesaw. I’ll meet girls and they won’t give me the attention I want (drawn out talking phase, quick hookup but no follow up, ghosting me) or they are being available and nervous around me all the time (I’m looking for comfort, not manic frantic energy). I’ll think that those girls don’t like me because maybe I’m not good in bed or something, but then remember relationships I’ve had where the sex was great. I’m always battling between caring too much and not caring. I wish I could just stay in a mindset of acceptance. How do you regulate your emotions?