Im writing this because im sexually insecure but I want to perform now that I chance might be present

I haven't had sex for the past two years, needless to say that My sexual life isn't the most exciting. I recently got back home from basic training (coast guard), and I've been feeling more confident ever since. Im getting a whole lot of more attention from women at work now. I cant really pin point why though, is it maybe that I just was not noticing that before. What I think changed was that I decided to take action when I caught someone looking at me. I started smiling, asking about their day or asking if they had plans for the night.

Philip, a friend of mine who's name is not Philip, invited to go to an EDM event. I bought the ticket and showed it to two female coworkers. Ok, lets name this two girls. Marcela and Victoria are going to that even too. The day of the event has come and I am very excited to go and HAVE FUN AND DANCE. After a few hours of intense dancing, I texted my two coworkers to meet up. Philip was enthusiastic about hooking up with them. I was too but at the same time I just wanted to enjoy my time. I meet with Marcela(19 mother) and Victoria (broke up a month ago)they hugged me with such enthusiasm that I felt happy and I hugged back and kissed them both. At this time I started to feel the attention from them I knew I just had to take action and at least I could hook up with one and Phillip could take the other one. I have to say this NOW this girls are a 6 at most but I felt the need to enjoy some intimacy with a women already for god sake. Unfortunately Philip is on probation and had to be back home by 1300. When I notified the girls, Asked them what they were doing afterwards. They were going to the after party so I told them that I will take Phillip home and will go to the after party. They took the initiative to come with me to take Phillip home. At this time I was already sending signals to Marcela that I want her.

So we arrived at Phillips neighborhood and we parked my car to talk some more between us. Thats when Phillip made the first move, and kissed Victoria. Marcela got all excited and I touched her thigh. Phillip got off the car and I leaned to kiss Marcela and we frenched for a good minute. I stopped, laughed, changed the gear shift and drove us to the after party. The night basically ended there.

Next week come and Im at work talking to Marcela and Victoria, I asked Marcela at what time was her lunch break, and she coincidentally had my same schedule. So we went out to go get lunch in my car. We talked, ate and returned to my car. I said "I could kiss you but we just ate, to which she responded with "just give me a small one with mouth closed". We made out again and thats when she said "Wow you are a great kisser, so delicious ". Then she said victoria wanted to join when we first kissed the other night. That shocked me, I thought Phillip had already win the other one, we even planned to go out again next week. I come back to work and Victoria tells me "Tell your friend that he's cool but Im not into him".

Today I texted Victoria about my conversation with Marcela about the three way kiss and she said "Yes I wanted to join in, you kissed her so good that I wanted some too". I then say "You could've joined in Im very Open". Victoria text me "Can you handle two?" To which I responded with "In what aspect? Because I've got great stamina". She the tells me that she wants me to show it this Friday and not say it. I don't feel ready for a threesome yet, I still feel insecure when it comes to sexuality. However this Friday I plan on start testing the waters. I want to get them both sexually excited and maybe play around with our sexual organs but I don't want to prenetate them yet. I feel that not rushing it and getting the preview first is the best way to for my sexual insecurities. I dont want to agree to a threesome if I dont feel I can perform.