Tonight was the night I go dancing and try to blow off steam without talking to people. I broke that today. I think I am going to just fuck around for a few months instead.

So tonight I started my challenges after I danced a little. My legs were hurting and I wanted to throw up because of being hungry. (I get hungry a lot... high metabolism)

So I saw one of my breakdancing friends and said hey help me pick out some girls to say shit to. I asked because I have a hard time picking targets when I am sober. Everyone seems to be talking to someone when I am sober. When I am drunk I just end up randomly talking to people on autopilot. I hate being drunk around people though because then I can't take them home.

So the line I used twice was "Hey, God came to me in a dream last night. He said if I didn't use my penis soon He was going to take it back."

One girl couldn't hear me as it is fucking loud on top of the speakers on the dancefloor. She looked angry the whole night anyhow. At least me and my buddy got a laugh.

The other girl was outside. She sat down chilling out. Then a guy was scoping her out and sat one stool over from her. This left one stool between them. So I swager over and sit down on the stool and turn my back to the guy. I say to her ... Hey. She turns and looks at me and I say the line. She said, "That sucks, you should get a prostitute." I said, "Nah. Was a weird dream. What's a weird dream you have had?" She says, "I don't know". I say, "I had another weird dream one time, this farmer was chasing me with a paintball gun." She looks at me weird (I would hope so because I was saying wierd shit). I say, "Hey, nice talking to you, have a nice night."

BTW kino comes very easy to me. When I talk to a girl or whatever I am touching her when I should be. I think I just get really bored. I should stop that but am unsure of how to stop being bored. I think being drunk helps me entertain myself or feel more entertained.

Short night, fun shit, etc.

I will try my other challenges when I have more time tomorrow.

So questions I have:

  • How do I feel more entertained while including people in it? (I generally dance a lot because I feel it is more entertaining to me. This must be wrong though right?)

  • How do I pick targets when I am sober without looking like a bird of prey trying to pick out it's next meal? I am good at it when I am sober or helping others pick targets.

BTW if anyone has other shit to try or say let me know. I plan to go heavy on this shit and kill my reputation as I really don't care. I will have a fresh stock of girls next semester anyhow. (college town)