Hello everyone.

I will start by saying that I am bipolar, well actually I have cyclothymia which is like a "mild" bipolar with more moderate highs and lows.

An example of an usual interaction for me will be, I start talking to a girl and start knowing a little bit about her, after a short interaction I will propose a plan to her, they usually show interest and we end up sharing numbers and say "ok lets meet up in 3 days"

During those 3 days I don't talk to them, up until the day of our "date" at which point they usually say that they have other plans, forgot, or we end up going out and they act really cold and distant.

At this point I don't see anyway to save the relation so I start to act distant as well and just repeat the cycle over again.

Any help?, I am not good at speaking with other people in messages, I usually get moody, and feel it like I am "failing at building connection" which makes me doubt myself a lot.

Well any help will be gladly appreciate.