Hey guys

This is my first post here. I'm new to the seduction and game community and it's actually amazing for me that I've overlooked the existence of such guys and the important knowledge they have accumulated. I was forced by fate or accident into discovering all these stuff by not having sex and general failure with women for more than a year. Before that, I would just somehow lucky to end up with a relationship with an average girl and it would last a while. The term "average frustrated chump" is probably the description I identify with most in my life.

I'm learning a lot of theory now and when I get the chance to use anything new I will just try it (still within clubs or places where girl expect to be approached). The problem is even with all this new knowledge I've acquired in few weeks, I'm still quite needy and somehow insecure. If feels like these characters in "The Game" for example are just fictional and I can never be like them. I feel like I need some trigger (like having sex again lol) to get me into the next step and overcome my doubts.

Perhaps the purpose of this post is to hear it from others who identify or identified as AFCs and had made notable progress. I'm serious about this and I don't want to give up but I really need to feel like a part of a community with similar goals (Not just regarding women, but self development generally). Any comments, advice or words of encouragement would be very appreciated.

P.S. the guys in my surroundings are absolute losers and I would like to find a wing (I'm located in east Germany). I have a lot of motivation and ideas but I'm not sure I can do it alone.