25 and I'm getting to like myself more physically and notice way more attention from women and flirting but I'm just not able to open up. Around 19 I became more confident and ran through a lot and just figured out how to get what I want. I became pretty addicted to sex to be honest I think I have an addictive personality, to other things, drugs mainly.

Now I notice more attention from prettier girls and I sometimes wonder what they see in me. I look pretty good physically, get compliments often and flirting a lot from older women too. When I was younger I did get attention but not as much as now, but before I was able to at least open up myself to develop some kind of sexual relationship and now I feel very closed off. I never really tried or had success in relationships because I just wanted sex and wasn't the best person always.

I guess I'm also insecure because of my finances and mistakes I've made. I guess I just want someone who will just like me for me, be able to open up but she has to be pretty face nice body at least 7.8/10. Like I said I have to be comfortable to open up. I do kind of say whatever is on my mind and I'm pretty honest maybe too much sometimes. Just need to get over myself.