Used to be a lot more confident in life when I was younger, lately been dealing with the consequences of addiction from trauma while trying to figure out how to make a life, I'm 26. Messed up so many times and so angry at myself, I'm in shape and attractive, no $ no career and angry at the world. If I wasn't so affected my childhood trauma I'd be normal and ahead in life, but my dad made things 100x harder, and I've been struggling.

Right now I live in my car going back to school and so ashamed and embarrassed, my parents haven't helped much and have own issues. I'm just jealous of the people ahead of me and I honestly don't know what I'm doing or how I'm going to get ahead in life. I know I need a better job and goals but no idea how to get there and no connections. My life is terrible despite my efforts to try and get ahead. I know I'm attractive but lacking everywhere else makes it impossible to be confident and date, I just hate it so much