Was busy plus most of my friends were staying indoors, but I ended up popping out just for an hour or so too a bar to try to get a few approaches in.

Got off to such a bad start. There were this group of youngish girls heading towards me, and I could have sworn I heard one or 2 of them say they were trying to find the bathroom. They were looking around. I tapped the one nearest to me on the shoulder and said ”Are you lost?” She looked me up and down, gave me a kind of disgusted look and turned away from me! It made me feel like shit, lol. I wasn’t even trying to pick her up! Was just trying to be helpful, but I guess she thought I was coming on too her or something. Made it worse that she was a chubby 6 at best but thought she was Paris Hilton.

I’m annoyed that i’m so weak that I let that fat bitch mess up my vibe so much! From that second, my approach anxiety kicked in too overdrive, and for the first time in months I found myself completely unable too approach! I’d look at a girl, go through my opener and stuff in my head, and then just talk myself out of it.

There were 2 hot girls at the bar next to me when I was ordering a beer and I wanted to open them, but my confidence was too low. One had on a black coat that looked like it was made out of fucking Gorilla or something and might have made an easy opener, but I bottled it. I imagined her being offended and thinking I was weird or something, I guess

I went to the dancefloor and eventually opened some cute girl who was dancing with her friend. I never really know what to say with dancefloor approaches. These sort of bars/clubs are quiet enough that you CAN talk (I often see guys approach girls and talk to them), but I don’t think girls want to have full on conversations when they’re dancing. I made a comment on her having small feet and teased her. She seemed friendly enough but I wasn’t sure how to play it or what to do/say. She kind of turned away from me towards her friend and I left her alone.

Then I saw another group of girls on the dancefloor and I recognised 2 of them from about 10 years ago as we used to drink at the same bar. We don’t know each others names. Just faces.One of them is quite cute and at one point she kept bumping into me (her arse into my thigh kind of thing) My instinct was to grab her waist, but then I remember what happened a few weeks back when I done that (thinking the girl liked me and taking her grinding on me as an IOI) and remembered how she went ape-shit at me! haha. So yeah, I wasn’t really sure what to do, and they all soon left.

So yeah, it was my lamest night out in months. AA was disappointing as at least i’ve been on top of THAT in recent months.