I think I have to take a step back and figure out some deeper issues before trying to get game.

Last week I was at a great house party with many people, many girls. But none of them are interested in me. They are always looking at, chatting with other dudes and I never dare speak to them. Per default I always assume that girls don't like me, they would be annoyed when I would start a conversation and therefore I never approach them.

So I got drunk together with a friend and we threw up on the lawn. I hate myself for the missed opportunity.

I really need to figure out why I expect girls to not like me per default. Maybe it's some inferiority complex or whatever.

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(It's not that I'm ugly or have bad hygiene. I work out a ton, build some good muscles over the last 8 months and dress quite well. At this point I think it's my character and this it not so easy to fix)