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Okay so we went for a dinner at a Mexican place for our last date. It was not bad but not exceptionally good either. After that we went to her favorite ice cream place and bought a couple ice creams and went to a park to smoke and eat our ice cream.

At first she was a little quiet and didn't want to talk but through out the date, she started being open. She always tells me about how Mexican food made in USA is no way close to being as delicious as authentic Mexican food but what she ordered was okay for her.

After that we went to get some ice cream and then drove to a nearby park. She paid for the Icecream, which I respect. She said, "would you like to me to surprise you with my chosen flavors?" I said," sure". She replied," wait here[in the car]" After some time she got the Icecream and ngl they're pretty good.

Then I drove us to the park. Let me tell you something, I am enthusiastic about philosophy and stars and planets but not in a " oh they can tell my future" kinda way. But in the ways like Neil deGrasse Tyson is interested in them. I love thinking about how benign we are in this vast universe. why I tell you this? keep reading.

So we are smoking and eating ice cream. It's cold af. we were sitting on a park bench that is like a table in the middle and two sitting desks on the side. We are sitting opposite to each other listening to music. The night was beautiful and there were alot of stars. I turned my back towards her and told her(not asked her) to come here and sit beside me.

She groans like a little kid but I took control. she eventually sat beside me and I start telling her what those stars were, how our world looks absolutely massive but it's not even a peck of dust compared to other heavenly bodies. All the nerdy shit that I'm into and she listens. She then lays her head on my shoulder and I use this opportunity to put my hands around her and pull her closer. I then hold her hands. I then showed her the northern star. She was mostly interested in that than anything else and kept looking at it thinking something idk she didn't tell me anything.

It was a great time, we were both warm and listening to midnight vibes songs and enjoying our companies. I thought she had fun too.

Then comes the part about how she's going to move to a different start in March. How her cousin has a restaurant and she wants to be a bartender. This is when I realized that I was only a company for her until she leaves in 3 months. It all started making sense. She'd take all day to text back, whenever I tried make sexual advances she'd shut me down.

After the non sexual shenanigans I dropped her off at her place and she almost ghosted me for a day. Didn't text back. I said okay and didn't care much. I realized she won't be here for a relationship. It sucks but ig it is what it is.

Tldr: she's leaving, I am sad, but it is what it is.