First off as a back story I've only very recently found my inner game through a reawakening of my spirituality (which I talked about in another post). Doing so was exceptionally powerful, though,and for the first time in my life I have feelings of self-worth and confidence, not to mention more women have come onto me in the last three months than in my entire life before that (no exaggeration, either). I literally feel like a reawakened individual. But I'm noticing there are downsides to this, too.

So just now, in the last few minutes I realized I've become totally lazy in picking up women, mostly because I don't feel a need for them anymore. A girl who I would consider a HB8 or 9 (redhead, is on the dance team at my college) has been coming onto me to the point of asking me why I don't go after her, and I haven't given her the time of day just because I've been too lazy. I just feel like all these years I was chasing women because I was missing something inside, and now that I've found it (and even more) I don't really have a need to pick up women. My sex drive has plummeted too, like I've found something so much more gratifying.

I still go out, but to be honest I a lot of times I get so preoccupied enjoying the moment I'm in I forget to text her to ask her if she wants to go out...which is fucking crazy because she's an HB8 who is on the university dance team (and I think dancers are awesome), and has literally asked me to ask her out. I've been with other girls and whatnot, but usually only because they're right there at the time and I don't really have to do anything but talk to them, look them in the eyes and push some kino. I don't really work for it ever, even when it's something that six months ago I would have fantasized about.

I texted her tonight and we're going to go out dancing. My realization of laziness has given me some partial motivation, but I don't know if that will work. But I just don't have the drive anymore now that I've found what I've been looking for all these years, and can get what little sex I want fairly easily.

So, any tips on how to find the desire to hunt again?