Hello world,

So, I am trying to stay positive.

But I have no clue why I do this. So yesterday, I went to a party. I was asking out random ladies for dancing. One girl seems interesting, we started doing sensual kizomba dance and then when song ended. I just left, why? She was interested then I saw her dancing with someone for 1 hour kizomba.

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Next, this girl I know seemed interested in me, I was dancing with someone else but she kept lingering in front of me. We made eye contact but I was too occupied with another girl, so I missed this sign again. She left for home!!

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Then I went for house music in another room, people were dancing, there were two girl, who I approached, they seemed receptive, we made eye contact, I just danced their like monkey for 10 mins but didn't made the move. They left after 15 mins.

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What's happening with me? Will alcohol help me?

Do I need to meditate harder? Haha?

Give me your advice please

Cheers