Im 25, waiter, look good, in shape, poor mental health, focused on women from 17-20, I don't know why I'm scared or nervous. I talk to a lot of people/coworkers, lately have felt lonely and I've been on a dry streak for months. But also changed my look and noticed way more attention from girls, and got in better shape.

Today I had this girl laughing about some stupid sht, good convo about some drink and another restaurant, and I just said "ah I'll get the check now." I feel nervous because I'm broke being honest living in airbnbs. I don't know why I feel embarrassed/not good enough. Im pretty good at making girls laugh, good game, look good, and I had more success younger. Now I don't know what's wrong maybe just my mental health but I've also been living alone a while.