I'm not sure where to start so I'm just gonna spit shit out and hope someone can take something away from what I'm about to explain. My whole life I've bitched out of doing things I wanted to. My whole life I've come up with bull shit reasons to justify my bad habits, my laziness, and my lack of success. Every time I want to go after something I want that's scary to me, it ends in my brain coming up with a hundred and one different bull shit justifications to make me feel comfortable with my lack of success. I hate it. Not only does this have to do with women but in other areas of life. It could be me convincing myself that the situation would have made her feel awkward or its OK to drink because you quit smoking weed like you said you would. I hate it and I'm done with this shit. I'm well aware that this isn't the most Seduction based post but it sure as hell is applicable. For everyone (especially myself) who find themselves coming up with a justification for bitching out of something or settling for mediocrity, I want you and I to tell that justification to fuck off and take action NOW. Not in a few minutes, not when she doesn't look busy, and not tommorow. Right fucking now. I'm done letting my brain come up with bull shit reasons to make me feel comfortable with not growing. I know I ranted but fuck I'm done with this bull shit and even if only one person reads this and gets inspired then congrats. TL:DR I'm done with bullshit excuses.