Right now I have mixed feelings, but mostly hurt.

Divorce is not finalized yet. I will get full custody of our daughter. I tired speaking to her in January, to see if there is any chance of working things out. But found out that she had already started speaking to someone else, that most likely her family found her.

He will come tomorrow, as he lives in another country. They will meet for the first time. It just aches a lot knowing that she is ready to change countries, and distant herself from our daughter, who still is just 1.5 years old. It aches as I still think I love her, even thought she does not deserve, it aches as she was able to replace everything within 4 months. It aches as my daughter will grow up without her mother.

I just want to stop feeling for her, a day I am better, then the next day I feel completely torn apart. She does not deserve any hurt that I am going through, I know that, but I cannot help myself.

The only thing that helps me is overworking, I am working full time + I opened a business of my own, and things financially seem that they will improve exponentially.

Need just some positive outlook.

When did you stopped loving your ex? Were you able to be happy again in the future with someone else?