Just 2 weeks ago filed at the court house with my ex. She is bipolar and goes back n forth of wanting to be married, I'm love of her life and I'm overbearing and stress her out and wants out of marriage. Twice it came up so I wasn't going to have it happen over and over again. It hurts a lot. Many memories, many ups and downs. Her mental disorder is mostly to blame although I've caught her in a few white lies through the years. Some days I regret ever meeting her, some days I'm very sad. How can I move on?