I broke up with my ex bf about 2 months ago.

He was still telling me he loved me, and then he ghosted me the next day when he was hanging out with his buddies. And then 2 days later, when I confronted him about it, we got into argument, and he said his feelings changed, and he's leaving me. He blocked my number and all my social medias. He's gone just like that, ignoring all my attempts to reach out to him.

To be honest, I feel blindsided af. We were together for 6 months and although it's a short time, I thought I meant something for him.

I was sad, I believed I was at fault, and cried for him for weeks. And fast forward to the day I was introduced to FDS, and my eyes were opened.

I saw the signs that I have been ignoring for 6 months, and was still defending his excuses to that day. But, don't worry, queens, I am slowly recovering.

I went straight to NC, but I underestimated our mutual friends. Casual question of "how is he doing?" Was answered with "he's busy in real life with his new gf now."

Yes, ladies. He's all moved on. Since 1 month ago. Just several weeks after we broke up.

I can't help but feeling the shocks and sadness all over again. I feel that all our past memories meant nothing for him. He was able to find someone to replace me just like that. I can't help but feeling worthless.

What should I do now? How should I recover? Please give me your advice?

Sorry for the long text and thanks for reading my rant.