Hi, some of you might remember this post of mine from about three days ago. Well, I owe you the conclusion to that story, so now I'm proudly reporting back to you that I followed your advices through and broke up with my first girlfriend yesterday!

I'm not sure if I ever had to do something as hard as this. The moment I told her that I'm leaving her, she became the nicest fucking person on the planet. She went all cuddly and smiley, telling me how she's going to treat me better and how we don't have to move in together if I don't feel like it. It sounded really awesome, but I just know her too well by now, she would not stick to her word :/ So, remembering all of the stories and red-pill teachings you guys told me, I held my ground and left her. And I did it in the most gentle and human way possible and now I feel really proud on myself, because an evil part of me wanted to throw all of her past mistreatment back into her face and totally destroy her. But I managed to keep myself from doing that and it was right.

So how do I feel now? Well, not how I expected I would :D I expected that I would either feel really high, free and full of energy, or that I would feel really devastated, depressed and miss her badly. My actual feelings are somewhere behind these two extremes - I just feel kinda numb. It's like the emotional part of me (the dick?) would want to feel sad about her being gone, but my brain knows that this was the right decision and won't let me feel bad about it.

How about her? Well, she seemed devastated, but I'm not sure if it's because I left her, or if it's because this was the first time that somebody broke up with her and not the other way around, so it destroys her ego and reminds her that the Wall is inevitably nearing (She rode the cock-carousel heavily in her past. She once told me that she doesn't even remember how many guys did she sleep with, because she stopped counting after 20 (and she wasn't joking at that point). She was that girl that everybody wanted to be with and constantly showered with attention. Well, in her teenage years at least, now shes' 25)

Anyway, that's about it! Thanks for your wise advices and support brothers! I kept reading your posts over and over again before mustering the courage to break up with her and it did help me a lot! You might have just saved my life ;)