Where my partner feels we're not together if we're not seeing ourselves. Basically there's coldness and distance when we are apart and closeness where we are together

It's not single issue with single and particular women, in this case it is with my LTR, and every previous relationship ended because there were no emotional connection and comfort, closeness and familiarity from my side, they felt alone with me, no wonder huh

Now when i'm apart from my girl because of quarantine and can not see her, while we were talking at the phone today she was like

' do you have anything pretty to tell me, encheer me, just tell me something, any pretty word ' . we are in isolation and i hear how bored and anxious she is and i dont know to raise her emotions, to be the rock, to do anything of the value to make her feel better

I don't understand how to connect on much deeper emotional level with people, even with my parents, i'm distant. Battling depression in my life and telling no one about it

Don't understand language of women and talking to their emotions. Sometimes i feel like i'm talking to my friend and not my sexual partner, how to womanese?

And to all what she said with her deep breaths i lost my frame and was like ‘ to tell you what, i have no idea, this shit is killing me’ and there you go - im not support and not someone she could rely on, thats what ltr’s are for huh?

It’s not that i’m NEEDY here, this is something that prevents me from enjoying people as they are my whole life and i’m losing people because of it, no gain or mindset like ‘ fuck anyone who couldn’t accept me as i am’ because this version of me sucks shit and i don’t like it

does that pretty tellings and encheering means ‘ i love you, miss you, adore you’?