I've touched on here before that I have a physical disability (cerebral palsy) that effects both my walking and fine motor skills. Ex broke up with me and part of her reasoning was that she didn't want someone to have to rely on her so much. However, these things are out of my control. I've kept some contact with her(stupid I know) if only just to use her as a RP testing ground if you will.

It just makes me feel as if I'm always destined to be somewhat beta no matter how well I hold frame or pass shit tests if I have to rely on a partner for assistance. It's the cold hard truth that a woman wants a man who is strong both physically and mentally, and I just feel that no mater what I do, due to my limitations I'll always be seen as somewhat inferior.

I'm seriously considering hookers and MGTOW. Any input on how to get passed this hurdle is appreciated guys.