I've been studying game for a little over three years, and have been lurking on trp for about a year but I feel like there is no hope for me.

I am a morbidly obese man and have a rare disease that makes losing fat incredibly difficult and is exacerbated by exercise or even life stress.

In reality, with a strict diet, I know I could lose a notable amount of weight, but I could never be less than obese.

I have been trying to practice game but being so big, I just can't "fake it till you make it" on the confidence aspect, being not able to put myself in long term high stress, and the fact that I'm a single father, I've not been able to advance my career.... I'm stuck.

HELP

Edit: I appreciate that you guys don't believe my situation. That doesn't really matter, and we don't need to debate it. If you can help, please comment, if you can't please move on.