I know the game pretty well by now, problem is I just have little practical experience in getting out there. I'd say over this past year or so I've definitely developed as a person and gotten considerably more confident and outgoing...it's just the lack of motivation to get out and do social things.

When I started really trying to improve myself a year or two ago, I was all about it. I never been to a party in my life. The first two times I went out I partied harder than ever before, got fucked up, got a handful of numbers each time. Than things died down. I lost desire to get out and do things like that.

EDIT: Many times I'll make weekend plans with my friends or plan to do X on Y but when the day actually comes around, I'll just be like "Ehhh"