I've read about oneitis on the sidebar. I know it's bad, but I keep falling for this.

This is what happens: I meet a girl. I talk with her, and we have a few good conversations. So I go home one day, have a big dream about her and me in all possible situations not even shown in the movie Up. And then after a few days, I get turned down on a date, which absolutely devastates me. This has happened to me a couple of weeks ago, and I was depressed for 2 weeks that I didn't even log in to Seddit.

How the fuck can I get over this? Oh, I do think meeting new girls will make this fade away, but I don't get to meet girls that often. May be in America that's possible, but in India, it's pretty tough, and it's fucking me up. Also, the fact that I find most girls unattractive isn't helping me.

Another relief that I can think of is sex, but again, prostitution is illegal in my country, and the local illegal prostitutes are not really the hot type that I like to bang. It's too much of a risk, when it comes to law as well as STDs. Also, I need contacts for this, and I've none.

Sorry for the rant. I'm just frustrated and angry with myself.