I’m tiny, and NEED to lift, but every time I think about it I REALLY don’t want to. Ive has free weights in my home for years even. I also smoke plenty of weed/dabs.

I can easily find motivation to work on my other personal goals, but apparently I don’t wanna exercise....

How can I fix this?

I know it’s me but mentally I’m in a rock and hard place and don’t see this really changing soon