After surfing around on The Red Pill for quite some time now, I have come to realize that for the next two or three years, it looks like the only girls I'm going to be scoring with are obese ones with fetishes for guys that look like they survived the Holocaust or nerdy chicks that enjoy watching anime(not too bad, some of them are quite cute).

Harsh truths here, but it's time to stop living in a dreamworld and improve myself. The Red Pill has also taught me some good realities about life. A common theme that runs through this community is that women age like milk whereas men age like wine. If I were a girl and very unattractive at this age, well, then I would be pretty much screwed. Most men hit their prime in their 30s from what I've heard. As a nineteen year-old college freshman, I don't really have much to offer the world other than space.

So after taking a look at myself, it looks like I won't be hooking up with any 7+s for the next few years. I'm quite a skinny guy(5'10" and 138 pounds) and I've begun working out and eating more. My time has mostly been spent surfing the internet/watching pornography, so now I'm doing the NoFap challenge and am killing time with more productive things(I'm learning German, writing in my journal more, actually beginning to practice my trumpet and joined a social club full of international students). I'm also reading No More Mr. Nice Guy. To sum it up, I'm just going to have to take what I can get when it comes to women because I have no other fucking option until I improve myself. Luckily, us men have the capacity to work and achieve goals.

So yeah, that's my little field report. I hope all of you guys are doing well and enjoying life. This community is full of some badass people and have helped put me on the path that I have needed to be on since my freshman year of high school. For you younger RedPillers out there, I am so jealous of you because you have now learned the truths about life in your adolescence. Don't make the same mistakes that some of us make. Keep moving forward with life, set high goals and achieve them. Whatever they may be, just do it. We're all going to be dead soon. Keep that in mind.

Thank you, Red Pill, for the wake up.