This will sound like a shitpost but here you go, is it wrong that I wouldn't mind a girlfriend raping me? Like she can do whatever she wants with my body without even having to ask yet I have to ask her?

When it comes to her, I'll always be asking beforehand because that's obviously the right thing to do, but with me, she could do whatever and we'd have sex whenever she wanted it and for me to not have a say like my choice wouldn't matter. Personally, I don't want to be asked for consent and she can do as she pleases with my body, even in my sleep. I see it as the key goes into the lock for the gate but the lock doesn't go off the gate to go to the key because then that would be pointless if that makes sense.

I also feel that this way of thinking is quite disrespectful to rape victims and especially male ones in this case. Am I right to feel a bit guilty? I can't explain why I feel this way but it is what it is. I do have sympathy for all rape victims regardless of gender and nobody should have to go through that. I don't see men as being lesser if they are victims.

If this were some woman I wasn't in a relationship with who raped me, I'd feel furious and violated for obvious reasons. however, if I was in a relationship with her, I feel like she has the right to do as she pleases to my body since I would be her man after all but I do feel that doing the same thing to her would be wrong since she's the one with the vagina and is in control of when or when not we will have sex.

What are your thoughts on this? Is this disrespectful to male rape victims or am I overthinking it and it's not that deep.