I figured since I’m too ugly for dating and I’m not charismatic I figured it’s a waste of time to talk to 150 different women online or in person for 1-3 dates. No rejection does not build character for most people. Rejection will eventually break you down. I see girls(escorts) who are my type at least once a week. Not sure whether it’s a bad or not. I would prefer companionship but I don’t think that’s attainable right now and the area I live in.