Im having a little personality crisis. Im fedup being a softie and treated like one. It only made me losses in life and everyone took advantage of me and im fed up. From dating to day to day like i want to be edgy and more masculine. I have this all redpill and alpha knowledge but i dont flex it by my looks and personality. So people treat me as beta and walk over me. I have nice guy traits too. I want to be more assertive and manly