(this is a x-post from trp.red. I hope it's allowed. I just wanted to post my story here as well, maybe more people can learn from this)

I'm 25yo white eurofag, started getting into the manosphere at 17. A bit of social anxiety

I'll spare you of the boring details, there is this shy quiet girl at work. She's a part timer, usually works 1 or 2 days a week and rarely talks to anyone. I thought she was pretty cute so I would talk to her from time to time. She would sometimes compliment my arms or something but nothing more.

Eventually I asked her out, I didn't want to be a pussy so I did it face to face, which was kind of difficult with her schedule. The first date didn't go that well in my opinion, we were just talking, I tried some light kino but I thought she really wasn't that interested in me so I didn't ask her out again.

Some more backstory about me, I actually lost my v card earlier this year (I wasn't really attracted to her, but I was desperate and just wanted to get it over with), before that my record was just kissing. So obviously when it comes to sex, I am very inexperienced.

Now cut to last week. I will be quitting this job and I have something else lined up, so I thought - hey why not try again. To my surprise she was really happy to see me again. In my mind she was this shy, innocent girl (oh how wrong I was... ) so I thought there was no possible way of sleeping with her.

Anyways the date goes pretty well, she seemed kinda shy at first, but she kept opening up little by little. I started with some light touches, then joking about sex, she did too and it was at that moment when I realized there is actually a chance.

We went to a park, sat down on a bench, I was showing her some photos on my phone, gently brushing her arm whatever.

Then she started holding hands with me. Oh shit. Suddenly she starts throwing shit tests at me - are you single, when was your last relationship, etc etc. I have done this hundreds of times.

I kiss her and she drops the bomb. "We can go to your place after this, right? " oohhhh shit. Did she just say that? I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

I was a little too excited... My first hookup! With a hot girl nonetheless!!! Guys, this girl was EXACTLY my type. Petite, Asian, short hair, 100lbs soaking wet. Really pretty.

At this point I was a little too excited. I started kissing her, and she clearly didn't like that. So I backed away.

We get to my place, and because I was not expecting this at all, it was dirty as hell. I apologize to her and ask her if she can wait in the bathroom for a moment. She obliged and my heart is racing as I'm speedrunning this shit in 90 seconds. Apparently it was good enough, she lays down on my bed (BTW I have 2 roommates so one more reason to be anxious. Fortunately they were all away at the time)

I started undressing her, some foreplay, I don't want to make this into a porn story, you guys get the idea.

I ask if she can go down on me, she says yes but you need to wear a condom. I thought it was kind of weird but whatever. Rubber BJ beats no BJ.

Then she gets on top. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! This girl was freaky as hell!!! She was thrusting herself on me and I was worried she would snap my dick in half.

Because she was so hot I got really into it, I was going so hard my whole body was covered in sweat. I have never been so sweaty in my life. Not even after the most hardcore gym session.

Unfortunately I gave myself a death grip from watching way too much porn, so I couldn't cum but at least I made her cum. It was so crazy, her whole body was convulsing. She was so loud, it was like watching porn on full volume.

Cue another shit test - how many girls you've been with, blah blah blah. I said "I stopped counting. More than 20 but less than 200" "really? You must have so many STDs" "yeah, it's like Pokémon. Gotta catch them all."

I said some beta shit, which probably ruined my chances of hookup #2, but I really didn't care at that point. That was more than good enough for me.

I still can't believe it happened... It was like lucid dreaming. My fantasy come true. Absolutely surreal experience

This was such a massive confidence boost for me. Knowing I have the ability to pull hot chicks, I felt like a king of the world.

Big thanks to the TRP community. Whisper, Uncle V, GLO, Rollo, Dr Warlock and many others. You made my dream come true.

This shit really works. BTW to all the Indian guys - I'm 5 foot 7. If I could do it, you can do it too.