I just need to vent this out.

I've been like this for 3 years now. I have been to 4 different urologists in the past 3 years. The first one I went to did a meatotomy on me last year but I had problems afterwards involving the skin on the right side of the tip. He said “I can’t fix that” and I don’t think it’s just irritation either. The most he might do is open the tip more and….he told me that’s the extent of what he would do. And then, I went to all these other doctors and they all assumed it was something internal. They found nothing of course. Including the recent urologist I just went to (the 4th one) and he told me that not even a urethroplasty would help, also it’s downright inappropriate to do. The 3rd one I saw said no one should do any operation on the tip. But it just sounds like the only option I’m hearing from these doctors is to go on a vegan diet or something for my prostate (my prostate is fine, it was checked and it’s fine) and supplements that don’t really help either. And meds for anxiety and neurological meds don't help either with pain. So doctors are pretty much telling me there’s nothing they can do and I just have to live with it. “Good luck” they say.

This is of course pretty hard to deal with that not even much can be done for pain either and I do have a couple of other urologists I can go to but they are all out of town, one is in Georgia so it’s pretty far and I’m not sure they’ll take me in or accept my insurance from TN. So I’m just at a loss for words on what to do. I know most people won’t understand something like this or how it’s like being in this position. I’m just….at a loss. I’m just gonna be stuck with this pain for the rest of my life. And it is unbearable…..