prepare yourselves, crazy shit is coming

I've already come inside this plate of mine - who's also on contraception - a few times when I was certain she wouldn't be fertile (according to her ovulatory cycle). She usually gets a bit anxious after it but it's no big deal.

However, she is already a red-flagged one (even uses antidepressants) and got really emotionally unstable yesterday - had a fight with her family - and brought up the topic of fearing pregnancy. She told me if she ever got pregnant from our relationship she would thrust a spoon in herself to take out the child or even jump off stairs (because abortion is illegal here in Brazil) - she's afraid to "jeopardize" her future with children.

I mean, what the fuck? Has it become normal for "career-oriented women" to threat killing their children?

fucking crazy bitch