I want to share here my story how RedPill have helped me to improve my life in every sence of it. 4 years ago I was 28, virgin with very little experience with women, shy and quiet guy who worked for my dad a job I hated, not making much money of it.I was trying many thing as a side hustle but nothing seems to work, I was constantly failing in life and I was becoming very depressed.

Although, my self improvement journey didn't started after finding this community, that journey led me here. First, something strange happened to me when I turned 28, soon after I started thinking that I don't want to live like this anymore. I was unhappy, depressed, can't have a girlfriend, work at a job that I hated. So I've decided to start improving my life and change it to be satisfied and happier in life.

I started working out, didn't go to the gym, I've made weights and started working out at home.I always like to dress well, but couple of months later all that close would fit me nicely. I wasn't slouching anymore, the better I looked, the more confident I get. Girls noticed me,I started getting attentions from girls, but had no idea what to do, my game was 0, nothing. After trying to meet or go out, later I would find out that everything I did was making me look thirsty.

This is when I started looking online and soon after I will find this community. Started reading everything, the more I've read, the angrier I've become, This lead me stop chasing girls, I was lashing my anger online on forums, everything was going bad, depression started to kick in again. But that phase lasted maybe a month and I again put myself together and went back to square one.

Majority of things here made sense, Primary thing is to focus on myself and doing things that will make me happy. So I took another approach and decided to improve and change my life so I can be satisfied.

Working out was something I do till this day, take some time off but not too much. The reason for this is that my testosterone levels were rising up, this lead to major improvement in my will to do more in life. Downsize is that many times I would get so horny that it wasn't bearable, masturbated to keep myself in check.

My other major problem was my job, I hated it, but I was working for my dad and I wanted that business to keep going, but it wasn't going nowhere. He didn't want to let me take over it, he and my mother got divorced because she couldn't handle this torture anymore. I stayed, but the business took a lot of my time and attention that I couldn't focus on something else.

Finally one day I've had courage to tell my dad that I don't want to work for him anymore. He didn't took it well, soon after that he assaulted me and call cops on me telling them it was me assaulting him. Kicked me out of house soon after that. I didn't let go, find myself a job on the same day and moved in a small room and lived there until I've found the apartment.

This new job was good, boss took a notice that I'm a hard worker and got a raise quickly. Couple of months later I've became a manager of that business and basically the guy left everything to be in my charge. I was happy because of myself, I proved to myself that I'm capable of this, but never got the chance with my father to do so. He would always tell me that I'm stupid for everything.

He passe away and although he did what he did, I wouldn't like to say more wrong things about him, not everything was wrong in my relationship with him. Let him rest in peace.

I will also meet a friend and we will started a business journey that is making us a very good money every month, and I'm very happy about it. I had to sold my car when my father kicked me to have money, recently bought myself a new car. Was driving some cheap junk for a year, but I was patient.

Now the part where I lost my virginity. In my new job everything was going well, I was happier, satisfied and still working out. Girl gave me much more attention, sending requests on IG. There was one constantly wanting to hang out. One day she wrote to me to hang out but not to far, I've invited her to my apartment, and while we was talking, started kissing and that was it, my first sex. Some will say that it wasn't anything special, for me it was. Saw her some times and has sex with her every time, but I didn't want anything else with her. Started going out and hang out with girls. So many of them just wanted to hang out and be with me. My attitude towards them changed, because I've realized that what attracts a woman, and that's being a man and masculine it was what I like about myself. I would never want to be that shy, quiet nice guy again, no more.

Meet one girl and been in a relationship with her for a year, that helped me to realize a lot, and how inexperienced I was actually, Broke off because she was constantly trying to bring me into becoming more beta. Something I've here a long time ago. Didn't like where the relationship was going and broke it of.

This is short version of my story. There are much more that I just couldn't write everything up.

My conclusion is that this community offers a solution to improve your life, it's all up to us how we are going to accept it and will we try to take what's good and use it and throw away what is wrong. I've choose what is right and use it my life. Don't hate yourself, your life and women, how things actually work in real life are presented here, and you have privilege to know all this.

You don't deserve anything, you'll get what you take!