So about 2 months ago my "almost" girlfriend and I stopped seeing each other. is there any possible way to get her back? I messaged her last night and said i missed her and that we should meet up soon. Got no response. I blame drinking for what happened, she ended it on her term and now ego is completely fucked. I look at myself differently, compare every girl to her, I've even fucked a few girls that i picked up from the bar (none of which do i want anything to do with).

As much as i want her back, i know the chance are slim, but im just over this mindset im in and i want to move on and be the cocky guy i use to be. This shit just sucks..my self esteem really took a blow. To be complete honest i never wanted a relationship from this girl i just wanted to continue what we were doing, but i feel like i fucked up one too many times and now she has this douche bag persona on me....fuck any advice would help, i know ill probably get shit on by some of you so go for it. Thanks brothers.