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I ended my marriage last Thursday. I couldn't take it anymore. But as of this moment, 3 days in, the pain is unbearable. I still love her, and I know deep down it's not compatible. She's just not into sex and intimacy the way I am. But after I called the marriage a list cause, I ve seen her feeling relieved, like a stone was being lift off her chest. And I broke down completely, because I can't fathom the fact she's willing to lose a dad and a partner because of sex alone. And I know, the sex is just a symptom. She stopped loving me 2 years ago, as she gave birth to our second child. I feel abandoned and deserted and left for dead and abused. I know it's just tragic, but I can't bare the feeling of a woman leaving me and falling out of love. I guess it's deeply embedded in my childhood as a trauma pattern. But I am alone. I was left. I was used for my sperm and parenting abilities. Because for 3 years we had great intimacy and good sex. Now she cares about her career and the kids. She finally admitted that our relationship is not in her scope of priorities. I hate my existence and pain right now. Sorry, I had to get it off my chest.

It's like the TooL song "Schism".