I used to be embarrassed about it. My hobbies are autistic asf. I love keeping and feeding tarantulas, creating ant farms, playing with lego, playing video games and watching anime (I'm a 32 year old man) etc.

But when I hit my 30s, I embraced it. Yeah, I'll probably never have a girlfriend or whatever. But it's okay. I'm kinda used to being lonely now.

I used to pretend to be someone I wasn't. Like "YEAH BRO I LOVE THE GYM AND FOOTBALL/SOCCER AND HELL YEAH I LOVE DRINKING BEER HOO RAH HOO RAH WE'RE MASCULINE MEN WHO LOVE MANLY THINGS"

I mean I tried. But it was probably always obvious I was faking it. Anyway, I feel a lot better after accepting I was never be a normal person by Normie standards. But it's okay. Now I can embrace who I am, stop faking shit and try to enjoy the only things in life as have as hobbies. You definitely feel more free when you accept the autismpill.

I hope one day I can buy a little boat and live on it. Would be fun.