Anger, elation, sadness, dark thoughts.

  1. How is it that the typical stage show is that everything is normal, status quo, but it's not. Oh no, plans are afoot, empathy is dialled down to zero - and then, the blindside. Everything seemed normal and yet, was so not normal. And you're left with these memories after and you're like WTF. What was that then?
  2. How the cheating is then tried to be on the down low, but then the signs are everywhere, especially when friends see them out together. And the only response? I asked for a divorce 1.5 years ago (so then it's ok because I checked out then) - even though I vacillated and pushed you away,, then brought you back closer and said things to give you hope. WTF?
  3. After suppressing memories for weeks, they suddenly come flooding in involuntarily. Images, snippets, the remembrance of an arm, her naked back. WHY? Not asking for this, especially when the mind then wanders to who is now appreciating said features. WTF?

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