I'm always sad about never having sex or girlfriends and I feel like talking to someone would help... but I'm way too ashamed of it to mention it.

Coworkers I barely know will confide fairly heavy shit to me but sometimes but its never "i cant get girls." to me it feels like if you come to someone saying that you cant get laid and you feel soul crushing sadness regularly because of it you just out yourself as a loser.

I hate it because the few times I've actually talked to someone it feels like it helps. But I just cant bring myself to do it. even beyond girls I have so much negative energy floating around in my head but its never gets talked about to anyone. I feels so isolated and detached from everyone and everything but cant bring myself to talk to it about anyone