I'm done. I'm done with finishing last. I'm done with being the nice guy. I'm done with not having options with girls and obsessing over one because of it. I'm done with social fear. I'm done with my fear and inhibitions dictating my behavior. I'm done with never being able to finish something I start.

Seddit, I am not really asking for anything except your advice on where to start(I am in college if that matters). I was a big keyboard jockey but I am done with that too. Just tell me your best book/guide to getting this done and I will only stick to that because I feel like I just fucked my head with too much reading and not enough doing. Sorry if some of this was incomprehensible, I am at a [7].